Crazy @$$, out of control... E.G.O ~ Tired!!!

Hmmm... what a term?! TORN??? Why are some people who like to keep hatred in their hearts? Did not like, the fun of others, self-ego to the edge, so always feel slapped in the strength and capabilities of others? I'm tired swinging my steps, face full of twists days. I tired to think about things that are burdensome, but they just sit kneeling singing songs in their hearts. It was the attribute that, not everyone likes us. I have been confronted with a variety of people. Sometimes, people we consider friends even, really do not like us. Some of them look sick when we were on top, at the height of glory. They are sick at the sight of us happy. What should we do? let it go? or refrain from acting like these people? or even further away from them? hmmm ... how would that I could survive with people like this? What title should be given to people like this? ~ 1. Hypocritical? 2. Insidious? 3. Arrogant fools? I don't know, I don't care if there's anyone who felt sick reading this expression. Because I'm not surprised. If I'm sad, he was happy, if I speak, he was silent, if I'm finicky, he beat out, if I stood up, he run. That attitude has always annoyed me.Whatever!